Mom
i've got the idea to write about my mom when i was tweeting about her haha. i guess i just miss her so much. haha nahhhhh my mom is an ass haha joke joke
i still remember when i was growing up into this beautiful young girl i am, hihi she never praised me. yeah ik what you will think. what mom didnt praise her kids. my mom does tho. everytime i achieved something, no matter what, she never praise me. all she did was smiling and nodded her head omg mom i need your praises but i grew to it. later on i learnt that without praises, i want to do more.
this continue until i was 18yo. when we thought i will get straight A's for my spm, well the reality is im not, i cried so much its hurt. my mom calmed me down and she praised me for the first time. "you did well. its okay. you tried your hardest" but it never calm me down. in fact, it brought more tears haha. i never cry so much in my life. i think that was the first and the last i cry that much. after the result was out, i didnt talk to anyone. i didnt go out. i even didnt apply for the university. thats how far i went and thats when my mom exploded. she talked to me for hours and then i realized im just wasting my time crying over the spill milk. nothing can be undone to make everything work my way. that day i realized i have far and long journey ahead. if i give up now, how can i up against the world later on? (FOR THIS THANK YOU UMI FOR ALWAYS BEEN THERE FORME FOR THIS ANNOYING LITTLE BRAT I WAS THAT TIME) :)
i never realized how much i love my mum until now. im dead serious. it just that ive take her for granted bcs she always there forme. "umi i dont have any money left" "umi can you post my things i left at home" "umi this" "umi that" and she always said yes.
to talk about my mum, she is a woman young at heart haha like seriously i went home for semester break and she went out with her friends. omg mom im home for like only 3weeks and you dont even think to bring me along haha ( i was jealous bcs she went eating at nice place and all -.-) she laughs her heart out whenever we the sibs crack jokes even not even funny.
mom gives me advices. she talked to me when i have admirer and i told her about my crush haha. how i hate dealing with people yet she told me she have to deal with much more annoying people (ITS ME TT)
The best thing is we are the same size. yeay we shared clothes wuhuu i dont ever bother to ask her when i want to wear her clothes huhu i feel like they are mine lol and she loves watching runningman hihi. she is the one who introduced me to kdrama. when i was in standard 4 maybe i cant really remembe, after kelas fardhu ain, i went home and watched kdrama with her. i think the four seasons dramas and stairway to heaven were famous at that time.
she have once punished me bcs i ponteng kelas fardhu ain just to play with my friend (from the other school and she have no kelas fardhu ain i was jealous) it hurts but its the only time i kena pukul dgn hanger hihi
what i love the most about her is she let me do whatever i want to. ive got scholarship in mechanical eng and the other things but when i told her "mom i dont want to do this. i want to do chemical eng. and i already asked the company i wanted to change the course sadly they didnt allow me to change" so i made up my mind and said "mom i want to do this but i dont have scholarship. i only have loan if i want to continue with my interest"
her answer made me love her even more (its not like i didnt love her before) "just do whatever you want. its your life. i have nothing to do with your life. im not the one who will be studying. im not the one who need to pay the debts. its all about you. just do whatever you, you will be happier."
anddddddddddddd i have many more to talk about her and some other stuff but i have commitments. :( i just want to say go appreciate your mum and dad while they still with us. love them everyday and make that love grow stronger each day. we dont want when we will die or them will(nauzubillah) just keep spending time with them, love them, appreciate them and lastly make them happy
so this is my mom. she is pretty right. but im prettier. oh one last thing. last two years i think, she went to my brother's school for some parent-teacher stuff idk. my brother's classmates thought she is his sister and she was over the moon haha they said she look young and pretty. so my mom still brag about this bcs last year my sister's friends did the same thing why people dont tell her she is pretty she wont stop talking about that.
this is my mom with me im sorry i couldnt find clearer pic of her maybe they are in my phone later on i will upload her pics again
Mom
i've got the idea to write about my mom when i was tweeting about her haha. i guess i just miss her so much. haha nahhhhh my mom is an ass haha joke joke
i still remember when i was growing up into this beautiful young girl i am, hihi she never praised me. yeah ik what you will think. what mom didnt praise her kids. my mom does tho. everytime i achieved something, no matter what, she never praise me. all she did was smiling and nodded her head omg mom i need your praises but i grew to it. later on i learnt that without praises, i want to do more.
this continue until i was 18yo. when we thought i will get straight A's for my spm, well the reality is im not, i cried so much its hurt. my mom calmed me down and she praised me for the first time. "you did well. its okay. you tried your hardest" but it never calm me down. in fact, it brought more tears haha. i never cry so much in my life. i think that was the first and the last i cry that much. after the result was out, i didnt talk to anyone. i didnt go out. i even didnt apply for the university. thats how far i went and thats when my mom exploded. she talked to me for hours and then i realized im just wasting my time crying over the spill milk. nothing can be undone to make everything work my way. that day i realized i have far and long journey ahead. if i give up now, how can i up against the world later on? (FOR THIS THANK YOU UMI FOR ALWAYS BEEN THERE FORME FOR THIS ANNOYING LITTLE BRAT I WAS THAT TIME) :)
i never realized how much i love my mum until now. im dead serious. it just that ive take her for granted bcs she always there forme. "umi i dont have any money left" "umi can you post my things i left at home" "umi this" "umi that" and she always said yes.
to talk about my mum, she is a woman young at heart haha like seriously i went home for semester break and she went out with her friends. omg mom im home for like only 3weeks and you dont even think to bring me along haha ( i was jealous bcs she went eating at nice place and all -.-) she laughs her heart out whenever we the sibs crack jokes even not even funny.
mom gives me advices. she talked to me when i have admirer and i told her about my crush haha. how i hate dealing with people yet she told me she have to deal with much more annoying people (ITS ME TT)
The best thing is we are the same size. yeay we shared clothes wuhuu i dont ever bother to ask her when i want to wear her clothes huhu i feel like they are mine lol and she loves watching runningman hihi. she is the one who introduced me to kdrama. when i was in standard 4 maybe i cant really remembe, after kelas fardhu ain, i went home and watched kdrama with her. i think the four seasons dramas and stairway to heaven were famous at that time.
she have once punished me bcs i ponteng kelas fardhu ain just to play with my friend (from the other school and she have no kelas fardhu ain i was jealous) it hurts but its the only time i kena pukul dgn hanger hihi
what i love the most about her is she let me do whatever i want to. ive got scholarship in mechanical eng and the other things but when i told her "mom i dont want to do this. i want to do chemical eng. and i already asked the company i wanted to change the course sadly they didnt allow me to change" so i made up my mind and said "mom i want to do this but i dont have scholarship. i only have loan if i want to continue with my interest"
her answer made me love her even more (its not like i didnt love her before) "just do whatever you want. its your life. i have nothing to do with your life. im not the one who will be studying. im not the one who need to pay the debts. its all about you. just do whatever you, you will be happier."
anddddddddddddd i have many more to talk about her and some other stuff but i have commitments. :( i just want to say go appreciate your mum and dad while they still with us. love them everyday and make that love grow stronger each day. we dont want when we will die or them will(nauzubillah) just keep spending time with them, love them, appreciate them and lastly make them happy
so this is my mom. she is pretty right. but im prettier. oh one last thing. last two years i think, she went to my brother's school for some parent-teacher stuff idk. my brother's classmates thought she is his sister and she was over the moon haha they said she look young and pretty. so my mom still brag about this bcs last year my sister's friends did the same thing why people dont tell her she is pretty she wont stop talking about that.
this is my mom with me im sorry i couldnt find clearer pic of her maybe they are in my phone later on i will upload her pics again
